I guess I fell for the sob story as well. Ordered a subscription from a girl named Nicole Cariso who was selling door to door. My receipt says delivery in 120 days. Placed the order on 5/28/08. Four months later and 55 dollars poorer and I haven't received my order. The number on the receipt is a sex line and the web site has been canceled. this is a scam. don't fall for it.