Hi:
Please note that I'm not trying offend anyone of Thai descent. I hope no one gets upset at my post. I am simply posting some facts about the lives of transgender women in Thailand. Once again, please don't get angry at me.
If you think Thailand is any safer -- that other nations -- for male-to-female transgenders, you are so wrong. As with almost all cultures and nations knowned to mankind, Thailand abuses its MTFs.
If you're a transwomen who want to go to Thailand to escape oppression of MTFs, you've been brainwashed by the media. Don't even think of wasting any of your money. You'll be brutalized in Thailand just as you would in any part of the world.
The following is a story about a kathoey [i.e. male-to-female transgender woman, "ladyboy"] in Thailand. It shows how horribly kathoeys are treated in Thailand just as they are in the rest of the world.
In April of '07, there was a 24-year-old transgendered woman who was born male. She lived in Bangkok in Thailand. As with most kathoeys, she was attracted to women only, not men. Also, as with most kathoeys, if you saw and heard her in person, you'd think she was a real woman -- until you saw her naked groin. Her groin was always male. She planned to remain pre-op as she felt genital removal of any kind is un-natural. She had the voice and body [ignoring the groin] of the average lady.
Her skin had the color of the average Thai person in Bangkok -- noticeably on the yellow side. Her hair was black and straight. Her eyes were brown. She was 5'3.5" tall and weighed 127 lbs.
She was sexually-attracted to femme lesbians with similar physical characteristics as her [e.g. eye/hair/skin-color, hair shape, age, height, and weight], yet she was never in luck finding a girlfriend. Lesbians would reject her because she was not totally-female. That hurt her feelings.
In the beginning of April, she desperately joined a lesbian sisterhood club in Bangkok [all were femme lesbians and most fit the physical characteristics she desired]. She told them her birth gender. Initially they accepted her. They were just as friendly to her as they were to each other.
Then, she got into a room with them and they all undressed for an orgy. She was so horny and happy. She felt like she was in heaven. But this paradise wasn't for long. Three days later, her nightmare began. She was tricked. She felt she was in hell.
All of the lesbians made her smell their bare stinky feet and then brutally kicked her naked balls, thereby bruising them. They began to cry "rape". Things turned further worse then.
The lesbians got a gang of guys to beat and sodomize her. They complained to the guys, falsely accusing her of rape and sexual harassment. They guys, being the pro-feminist men they are, showed her no mercy. They all called her the Thai equivalents of "pervert", "sissy", and "fa-got". They would tell her in Thai language "you're gonna get whats coming" and "she-males like you give men a bad name". It seemed they were going to anally-rape her because the lesbians accused her of rape even though she didn't at all penetrate them. Her fear became reality. She was also no stronger than your average woman.
All the men who attacked her had the same skin color, hair color, eye color, and hair shape as her. They also had square faces, chins and heads. They were around her age and that of the lesbians.
Those men along with the lesbians put her through a month of hell.
The women would make her smell their stinky feet and then kick her naked groin.
The men hurt her much more. These men looked like tough ex-cons who are simply determined to cause trouble when they think there will be no negative consequences. The men would invade her privacy by smelling her and calling the Thai equivalents of "stinky tranny", "stinky slut", "stinky kathoey", and "stinky ladyboy". They stretched her arms and legs to the point where her injuries left her in great pain and unable to move or walk. They punched her stomach until she threw up and forced her to rub rub vomit all over herself. They would sodomize her. They would spit on her and smell the part they spit on while rubbing their noses on it. They forced her to rub their spit on her hands and the rest of her body. They would also force her to spit on her hands and rub her spit all over herself. In addition, they forced her to rub her feces all over herself. They would then smell her and make fun of her body odor. Also, they would make her expose her groin and they would pelt it with a leather whip -- badly bruising it. They did not allow her to maintain any proper hygiene aside from brushing her teeth. They just wanted to humiliate, degrade, and dehumanize her.
The men and lesbians would also refer to her as "shit", as in part "she" and part "it".
They did not allow her to use any perfume, deodorant, soap, toothpaste -- or any other products that would decrease, eliminate, or mask her foul body odor and bad breath.
They did not allow her to smoke or drink alcohol as this would mask her bad breath and body odor. Nor did they let her eat any garlic or onions, for the same reason.
They would rub stale butter around her body. They force her to insert butter into her anus and nostrils.
The men and lesbians forced her to go on a diet of foul-smelling stale foods -- e.g. chicken, lamb, overripe fruits, seafood, butter, lentils, cruciferous vegetables and many more products that have the bacterial odors similar to human waste products.
She only had 3 choices:
1. Submit to the horrifying abuse perpetrated by the chivalrous men and lesbians.
If she refused the above then, the other options were:
2. Let them castrate her -- which she don't at all want. She liked to keep her genitalia the way it was.
3. Die [by being wounded in the rectum, abdomen, and other soft parts by the men] -- they would always threaten to kill her like that with the weapons they had.
She was so scared and angry.
During this torture, the experience caused her to hate chivalry, feminism and machismo. It also caused her to want to retaliate against lesbians for so cruelly-tricking and kicking her and getting those big guys to harass, rape, and beat her.
Even though she was a woman, she still felt like she was the developing the personality of an anger-retaliation rapist. She had thoughts about sexually-harassing and raping lesbians in order to get even with them.
These thoughts of anger-retaliation rape were not only related to her desire to punish the lesbians who attacked her but also to get back at those pro-feminist chivalrous macho guys who abused her. She got the feeling that these guys were very much against the rape of real woman but have no problem forcing their penises down the anuses of transgender women like her. Also, these thoughts were related her desire to make the false accusation true -- she was been punished so much, it should be for something.
There were painful bruises on her scrotum from the kicks and whips. To make matters worse, the anal-rape ruptured her anus and rectum. Her butt constantly leaked thick unusually-malodorous diarrhea.
It's not always possible to keep transexuality a secret. So she decided the earlier to reveal it, the better. But that wasn't the case for her. It ruined her.
As a result, she had a hard time getting along with men as well as women. She also despised tomboys and FTM [female-to-male] transgendered men because they get better social treatment than MTF [male-to-female] transgendered women and effeminate males.
She hated the prison staff and the majority of the general population of inmates. She hadn't been to prison but she knew MTFs are constantly victimized by staff and inmates alike. The jail staff purposely allow the GP inmates to attack MTFs.
The majority of GP inmates of mens' prisons would never rape a real woman even if she was housed with the [they hate rapists of real females]. However, they gain pleasure from raping MTFs. Hence she hated the GP.
She hated feminism because it treats FTMs and *real* women better than MTFs. She hate the humans' society because it does the same.
In Thailand and many other transphobic nations -- pretty much the entire globe --, MTFs are not accepted into female-only facilities because the humans' society, claims that they'll molest the *actual* females.
She wished the humans' society would not treat women who were born *totally* female any better** than it treats male-to-female transgendered women. Unfortunately her wish is way too good to ever be true.
She was victimized by the humans' society via it's irrational gender stereotypes that unfairly treat *actual* women better** than male-to-female transgender women.
**Better-treatment = more compassion, more sympathy, more respect, more gentleness, more easiness, more empathy, more cleanliness, more protection, more luxury, more personal space, more privacy, more security, more freedom, etc.
She never blamed herself for the abuse. She blamed the humans' society.
She had nothing against individual humans. It's the society of humans that she was strongly against. She was against it because of its irrational gender stereotypes.
She also really cared about non-human animals -- dogs, cats, birds, etc. This is why she never used any products derived from practices that harm them. For example, no meat, no leather, and no ivory.
She respected non-animals -- as individuals and via their societies. She respected non-human societies because they don't make irrational gender stereotypes.
She hated it when masculine women are so popular while feminine men are treated like scum.
Her experiences cause her to support reverse discrimination.
The humans who abused her did so because they were following the rules of the humans' society. They were following and enforcing the evil perpetrating by this society. That's why she hated the humans' society.
The humans' society placed her in this trap of anger and fear. Anger towards society made her want to take revenge. Fear of society's consequences -- such as prison rape and other jail abuses -- stopped her. If her anger overrid her fear, then she would likely attempt to retaliate against society by molesting and disabling feminist bitches, evil lesbians, FTMs, and other evil members of the humans' society.
Initially, fear controlled her, so she didn't retaliate. However, after more than a month of being abused, -- in the middle of May -- her anger took over.
She exposed the vulva of one of the lesbian women and smelled the vulva -- and then called the lesbian in Thai language "stinky lesbian with stinky vulva". She then attempted to insert her penis into that lesbian's vagina. The lesbian then rudely ordered the kathoey to smell her bare stinky feet. She then kicked the poor kathoey in the naked scrotum -- cruelly and repeatedly -- thereby disabling the kathoey and rupturing her right testicle.
The lesbian ordered the men to beat, anally-rape, and kill the helpless pre-op ladyboy. They did exactly that.
The men viciously killed the kathoey.
They inserted smooth, non-cerrated, clean, sharp objects into her stomach [including knifes and needles and pins], rectum, and buttocks -- and stabbed those parts of her with those objects. Next, they inserted smooth, clean, blunt objects into her rectum. Following this was probably the most brutal part of her execution. They used their clean, shiny, non-cerrated, extremely sharp and long sword. They inserted this sword into and up her anus, through her abdomen and out her stomach -- and then slowly pulled it out. They did all this in the slowest, most painful, aggressive, and bloodiest manner possible.
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